Went to Tampines Mall with Shi Min & Su Fen yesterday.Watch Rob-B-Hood with them.Actually we wanted to watch Death Note but there were only 4 seperate seats left so decided to change.After which, went to take some "shots".By the way, the movie was quite alright, funny and somewhat "touching".The best part was when the baby was acting in. The baby was soooo cute and quite a good actor. Really enjoyed myself yesterday... but now... back to reality......

Haiz...just where did all my A's went ? My grades ? My position ? It's all gone, in just one flash, one night, one second...Didn't really cry today, reason because wo(3) yi(3) xin(1) hui(1) yi(4) leng(3) ...

Oh god...failed yet another subject:Literature, by good, 5 whole marks. I can't believe it!!! Oh well what can I do now? Go jump off the building? No way! I'm not so stupid! Just can't really believe it. Feeling very stressed out, upset, ... now...

I JUST FEEL VERY BU(4) GAN(1) XIN(1)! IT IS NOT AS IF I DIDN'T STUDY FOR IT.SOME WHO DIDN'T STUDY EVEN DID BETTER THAN ME! JUST WHAT WENT WRONG? THEY SAY NU(3) LI(4) JIU(4) YI(2) DING(4) HUI(4) YOU(3) SHOU(1) HUO(4) IS NOT VERY ACCURATE. SOMETIMES IT IS JUST TO COMFORT PEOPLE...PIAN(4) REN(2) DE(4)!!!

I am so disappointed in myself.After checking the papers for today...I don't know what to do.I can't believe I actually failed my English by 4 marks and just passed my Bio. and Chem..What should I do?First time in my whole 13 years doing so badly in my exams!Cried again today.Real HARD!I just can't control it!They just came rolling down on their own!Asked myself just what have I done for this whole year?Didn't I learn anything in class?So disappointed!Until now, I have not told my mum anything about the papers checked today.I don't know how to tell her.I don't know how to face her!I just don't know and don't have the courage!The disappointed look on her face makes me guilty...Not only will my family be disappointed in me,others whom I know will too!DEPRESSED+GUILTY+DISAPPOINTMENT IN MYSELF are what I feel now... No one can help me now...sufferring from depression right now...feel so helpless...this is my worst year ever...

Played billiards today...at Marina South.I would say that is was fun but not really my kind of game.After many tries ,I still can't get the hang of it ,although most of them did.Then after which got bored and played with Rachel and Hui Shan "roll-the-ball" game on the billiard table.We were like playing with 5 or 6 of the balls ,rolling so hard, with balls rolling everywhere on the table.Then it was like one of it hit hard on my little finger...oohh...that hurts so much that my finger just went "numb" thoroughly ,and now it is red and a bit of blue-black... As for tomorrow ,we will be playing bowling instead...

Oh my...cca resumes tomorrow...sianz ... =(

Last day of Final Year Exams 2006...whew... finally over...

Feeling so down now...'cause I am afraid that I will fail my exams.All the papers like never compleate on time or don't know how to do or too nervous than don't know how to do. Soooo...shi(1) bai(4)! In a fixed state now...don't know how to face the situation... =(

Oh god ... who can save me ? Today really cried after handing in the paper ... then the funny part was : Scene : At the bus stop outside Temasek Sec. Event : Me, Su Fen, Joey, Rachel, Daniel, Shun Toll, Steph, Fiona was like waiting for bus 10 to come. Then at that time, I was like still crying , and Su Fen they all was like consoling me...after which, (this is the part) Joey started crying too... 'cause she also did not finish on time (*but not as much as me) . We were like... surprised? to see Joey "weep". I was "smiling + crying" at the same time... after which, bus 10 came and we board the bus. * and also "Xue Er and Gang" also came not long after.

Haiz ... so depressed ... this is only the 3rd day of exams and I am already like "dying". I can't finish my Eng paper, Lit. paper, ... others which I did complete, were like anyhow do one lah! Oh ... going to faint soon ... boohoohoo ...what can I do ? Even if the "Jade Emperor" come down to Earth also can't save me already ... hopeless ...

Wishing all "children" in Singapore a : HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!