Yesterday was the last day of CO camp...it started on Thurs. morning and ended on Fri. night.

After that was night time and we were supposed to sleep in the hall...i can't really sleep...was like half asleep, half awake...i keep hearing people whispering here and there...then got people walking...footsteps...like last year's, the floor was hard and now i had a back ache...is my bones...lol :p

Woke up at 6.20am i think...we could sleep until 7.30am though...but auto. woke up...After breakfast...had games again...caterpillar, captains ball...was sweating....we like lost every game? Then went to bathe and have lunch later. After which is prac. then had a dry-run...we were like so messy...i was so nervous...being nervous the moment i'm standing in front of people is like my worst weakness...i just can't speak or do something in front of a group...even during class...like the lit. drama...once i was standing in front, i forgot my lines...i was like dying and can't breathe. If i do not have stage fright or will not be nervous or scared in front of people...i think i will be okay...for guan mo hui we had prac. and met up outside to choose the songs and prac...that's my weakest of the weakest point (i think)...then we had dinner and the actual guan mo...everything ended at around 8.30pm (glad that our turn was over)...then after all the talking and cleaning up we went home at around 9pm......

My com. broke down again last weekend...

After CO prac., I went back for the JYPS' NOSTALGIA EVENING. There's some sort of funfair thing going on...met YJ first...then came LH and J...bought the coupon ($5). About half of 6/10 peops. came bah...not really sure...the boys were still so childish...some act like gays (or maybe they WERE gays...haha..lol).

Walk around with some of the girls...bought some food with the coupons...but didn't try out the games...

Anyway, Joanne Peh also came....didn't know that she was from JYPS also...sort of surprised :o

She was like surrounded by people...want to take photo with her...she's damn tall lah...

Went back home when the whole thing was ending soon...reach home at about 10++pm...

Quite happy to see my friends :) and others...that evening was great! :) :]

Nothing much to write about...only went to grandma house...was quite bored actually... :/

Also nothing much to write about...went out for dinner with grandma(s), uncles, aunts...my aunt's mother and cousin came from shanghai and is going back on 20/11, tues....

Stayed at home today...have to do some Hol. hw le...if not will die...

Had CO sectionals...reach home at around 7pm...bathe...ate dinner...later at 10++pm going to changi airport go see them off...their plane is like at 12 midnight one....my mum wants me to go...she say is out of courtesy...don't know what time can sleep...i'm sleepy.... zZzZzZ

Things are only getting more and more complicated recently...I don't know why.People tend to change...for the better or for the worst...either one...over time. Sometimes we ourselves might not even realise what we have done.Something inside me is trying to get out...but i don't know what. Anyway, i'm not going to find out. Besides, JYPS is about to undergo renovation and will be moving to 'i don't know where'. So, most probably i will be going back on friday. YJ should also be going back. I want to be more socialable! My sis says i'm anti-social...but she's not totally wrong...i know that...so, i want to and wish to change. Hope i succeed! :) :( :P :] :[ :> :< :/