<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/22328006?origin\x3dhttp://lon3ly-gr33nappl3.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I am so disappointed in myself.After checking the papers for today...I don't know what to do.I can't believe I actually failed my English by 4 marks and just passed my Bio. and Chem..What should I do?First time in my whole 13 years doing so badly in my exams!Cried again today.Real HARD!I just can't control it!They just came rolling down on their own!Asked myself just what have I done for this whole year?Didn't I learn anything in class?So disappointed!Until now, I have not told my mum anything about the papers checked today.I don't know how to tell her.I don't know how to face her!I just don't know and don't have the courage!The disappointed look on her face makes me guilty...Not only will my family be disappointed in me,others whom I know will too!DEPRESSED+GUILTY+DISAPPOINTMENT IN MYSELF are what I feel now... No one can help me now...sufferring from depression right now...feel so helpless...this is my worst year ever...

空が青い @~ { 8:30 PM }