......results...haiz...don't know what to say...guess it's what i deserve...my eldest sis's right though...i'm not smart...i only managed in my 10+ years of education to be where i am now 'cause i work harder than her...she's clever...but she's also lazy...and now, she is in her final year in poly...and sometimes, i just feel that she's doing so much better than i am...i don't know what i want out of this life i have now......my friends...somehow or rather they know where they want to be, like going to a JC or poly...
my heart feels heavy...